Failure ...

In retrospect I'd rather not let out a frustration-filled burst of cynicism about what a loser I am and how working at with my current employer has made me more so ... that's easy to do. Rather, I will pick up the pieces, and analyze where this starts over. Two things are for sure: I have lost my edge; and my current job is a burning shame (and a gross injustice) for a person of my background, immediately implying: I have to fight back to rebuild and retain my edge against the incessesant blunting effect of my current job, and more importantly, I have to get the hell out of this job.

Today I fucked up a simple interview at DB. Today I start picking up the pieces.

Plan to follow up with a whole lot of words gotten from two books I read lately:
1) Traders, Guns & Money - Satyajit Das
2) Panic - Michael Lewis