Sunday, April 8, 2012

Judging

One last time ... lets give it a final try.

Thursday, May 13, 2010

Maybe we should just throw it all away ....

I am watching the world around me implode ... implode into a lonely, hostile, alien planet deviod of the beautiful life-forms that God had blessed it with. ... a nightmare.

What do I do when I see this world becoming a "poorer, darker, lonelier" place? Maybe we should just throw our hands up in despair and let this mass wave of extinctions take its course, and let our fucking children suffer. But no ... hope always.

Thursday, April 22, 2010

It was my UK visa & possibly my career vs. the Gangetic river dolphin.

The dolphins ... anyday ...

Saturday, January 16, 2010

Landing in London

She writes quite a beautiful poem ... incidentally on my b'day. I conjure up the notion that maybe its me? Of course it can't be. Bump that, its a stupid dream, 'course she doesn't remember me ... lets get on with life.

Landing in London tomorrow. First steps??

Friday, December 25, 2009

December 22nd 2009: Goodbye Iris ... an angel, a mother, a beauty, and a sweetheart

Feels pretty empty here; inside the heart and the home ...

Saturday, December 19, 2009

A tragedy

"This outer crust ... the thin layer of the ecosphere ... thats all we've ever had and all we ever will. We destroy that, and we destroy ourselves."

Y'day the Copenhagen summit on climate change drew to a conclusion, with a weak and ineffective non-binding agreement being reached by the world's major polluters. Nothing firm, nothing concrete, and the execution and even the implementability are vague and, at best, useless. To quote the world of Dr. Samuel Turvey, "its not just a tragedy, but a travesty". We have effectively sealed the fate of not just our miserable species, but unfortunately, the fate of millions of unique and irreplacable species around us.

But I have hope in two scenarios:
1) We are exterminated by the hostile, hot, barren and desolate planet that we create for ourselves, and then new, more hardy species (evolutionary branches of the likes of jellyfish, rats, stray dogs etc.) will then rule the planet and allow it to get back to a climatic equilibrium.
2) After having raped and pillaged our planet, and almost being driven to extinction by our horrible actions, we evolve into this more caring, less greedy species, who love the planet and learn to live in harmony with it ... someting of the likes of the Naa'bi in Avatar. I wish I could have lived in such a world.
Bottomline: The world that we live in today still has a bit left ... virgin land untouched by our cancerous species, and my solitary goal in life is to see all of that, and possibly try to have an impact for the better, in the span of this short, insignificant life I have. Let it not be bogged down by the trivialities of work and society. Which begs the question: with this goal in mind, how long can I bear staying in the investment banking industry, the very industry which finances war, terror, and the general rape of the planet?

Friday, December 18, 2009

Becoming an investment banker

1) Travelled in an auto whose driver was a sadhu. Was massively humbled by his benign and peaceful person in the midst of the madness of Mumbai. Had a chat w/ him about why he was driving an auto, and he provided me with a very interesting perspective: People only go to temples when they are in trouble, but forget to do so when they are well off. He stays in the temple when he is well off, and when the times get tough earns a living by driving an auto, instead of whining and complaing to the almighty. Tipped him 20/-; wish I had given him more. I was truly humbled and awestruck.

2) GPF party tonight. N (learned of her name today!) dressed in a hot red dress, and swanky waist high boots, tried to hit massively upon N.S, but N.S kept turning her down. Pity ... what a waste of a night! As for me; sipping on beer quietly in the corner :)

3) Its a pity I couldn't find out further.